back from the States

Well now I am home and I need to go to sleep because in a few hours I will need to wake up and get ready for work.

I was so relaxed in the States that I forgot how sad I was prior to my leaving Sweden. Now that it has sinked in that I am back then it is as though I have never left. I have pain in my stomache and I still feel so sad.

i have no idea what is going to happen this week. i have been trying to imagine this week before Christmas time from a more positive perspective but I just can't.

I guess that i really have no real reason to feel this way. At least i have a job. There are so many people who have been out of work for years. It's not easy finding work in Sweden so I should be grateful and thankful. I'm not saying that I'm not being grateful or thankful but I just don't know what 2008 is going to be like.

it scares the stuff right out of me.

Well I will write more about the States later on

God is good